about me and my blog

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yeaah...


my name is ika'


im 19.


sometimes dont know what should to do.


i always wanna be happy.


im not a serious person.


i like joke.


i'm not really like bright color. but never said i hate them,!


i prefer to dark, black and grey.


i love my ass'


and making love so much


taking picture of me.


making new friends.


i believe in love.


friendship.


miracle.


a magic in love..


i believe love at the first sight.


i believe ..


god have a secret planning and gimme the best thing, eveR,!


true love, never die..


true love always be there for people i loved.


i believe there is not all people is good. half is a jerk. and bastard.


sometimes i dont know.


people mad me always and easy.


make me sad.


make me cry.


make me mad, angry.


but i never really hate people who hurt me.


i dont know why.


but people say i should try to hate people who hurt my heart.


because there is no reason for me to cry for them.


and there is never ever.


no one.


nothing.


can deserve any single tears from my eyes.


yeah i ever broke.


too broken.


and that was a million times ago. and i guess i was so dumb that time.


no more like that.


no more dumb.


no more stupid.


i learn from mistakes that i ever do.


i can give you guarantee.


you broke me now.


im broken. yeah.


you lose me. i dont lost anything.


.t.


who can make me laugh.?


who can make me smile.?


who can make me happy.?


who can make my life being alive, wonderful.?


who can take this sadness from my face.?


who can help me to lift this pain from my life.?


i can be whatever you want.


i can be whatever you said me.


i can be anything you really really want.


but you should knoww im not a serious person, and i never be serious.


maybe i ever been. but well i guess i was forgot when, xD


i really really believe.


smile.


joke.


laughing.


is a theraphy.


and.


will make your age much younger than the fact. xD


love.


love.


love.


i love you.


my love.


my life.


my boy.


dont.


dont.


dont.


ever.


ever.


ever.


say good bye.


'cause i never say goodbye.


i never want a goodbye.


bcause.


i love you so much.


you.


make me feeling alive.


i can always smile with you.


im always happy seeing you.


i never want lose you.


i always thinking of you.


everyday.


everytime.


hours.


minutes.


second.


i think now. you should know.


looking in your eyes.


is like get a water in a desert.


i love you.


so much.


♥